I keep hoping you are going to come up with something that I can really use.
I don't think that God wants me to worship him by ggoing beyond words to speak with my heart...I do these things already....I have given him my life, but I am having a "moment" a bad moment wherein bad things are happening to me that I have no control over whatsoever. I feel deserted and these things you send me feel like handing a glass of water to someone who's already drowning.