God I'm drowning from all my problems.18 years ago now since i last experience happiness.until when will this stop.until when?I'm not strong anymore Father my faith's weakening.My hearts drain already.Please cast a look on me,stretch out your hands.I always pray for your help,please grant my prayers.answer them. I had no husband anymore,all I have is my kids.You allow other woman to have the man you gave me. Please help my kids.Lawrence future is ruin,all left is Red and Gelo's future. Don't let it be ruin to.I am begging you to not allow anymore pain for my kids.They have suffered too much.Lawrence at his young age had experience so much in which i had not experience in my 39 years of life.God I am a good servant,in everything I do I am doing it for you. I make sure my patient and their family will feel that You love them by the way i take care of them and help them heal.How come it all seem not enough for you. Father God hear and answer my prayer. I am down on the ground begging for you to cast a look and stretch your hands for me. I ask forgiveness on what ever and everything i did wrong.Please Father God help me in solving my financial problems,my problem with my kids.and May they be safe always and where ever they are.