i've longing to have a baby..i am once a mother.. but never a good mother for that kid.. please help..

please pray for me.. my life's so wreck right now.. i lost my partner, i lost my business i lost my life.. been hospitalized for two days for no reason just a fever that doesn't go down on 40 °C.. im miserable right now please pray for me

please pray that i could pay all my debts.. please pray for my mini business i lost many customers hope i could win them all back..