I’m praying for a help mate in my life not really for me but more for my children to have someone to look up to. I’m hoping god isn’t mad at me that he hates me. I don’t know if I’m suppose to be alone because I feel like something is missing from my life even when I have people around me and feel Jesus in my heart . To have a mate to hold and do things with and show my children the goods things of a relations means a lot to me I pray I can fulfill this in Jesus name . I feel myself getting frustrated and sad sometimes I pray god help this feelings