Help. Negativity tries to live inside me. Frustrations. Addictions. Irritable and bad moods. Please God, I know I can be so much better please guide and strengthen me. Loneliness overwhelms me at times, but my heart and joy is usually enough to fill me up. But right now I struggle finding my inner joy. Please help me. Desperation. Im ready for a big change in myself, to work and be better but to see the results and fruits of my labor. I don’t know what else to do. I place it all in Your hands