in 2009 I made a very bad decision based on fear. I committed a crime where i was working. it was during this time that i had fallen away from God in my spirit. I was trying too hard to keep my family together. After some time, i was arrested , and oddly enough, i was relieved..... I now can face the consequences and allow God to begin healing me. I went to jail; for 3 months, I was never so afraid in my entire life. But it was through this fear that God could help comfort me, heal me and restore me. After my release I have been able to rely on God and not my own understanding. If i did not experience this terrible ordeal, i would not have the strength and wisdom i have today. I thank God for His forgiveness and grace every day.