Lord, help me see YOUR will because I am tired chasing dreams without materialization.

Death and sickness strike my family. Lord, I am tired. How can I provide if I am sick? I am tired. I am at the verge of giving up.

Lord, I am tired. I prayed that YOU lessen the storm -2 deaths in a row (a day apart ), is too much to bear,yet here is another storm-my daughter's hospitalization. What have I done to deserve all these? Please enough-I am losing my sanity.

God ,please bless the work of my hand so that I can support my sister who has schizophrenia with her medicine and other needs. Bless the work of my hands so that I can continue helping and taking care of my bed-ridden mother. Bless the work of my hand so that I can send my three kids to school. Bless the work of my hand so that I can support the two kids of my brother (who passed away due to cancer). If this was the path of life I need to take, to be source of help, then I would be willing to take these all. I am asking to be rich but I am asking for my empty cup to be full because I cannot pour from an empty cup. I have so much already after the death of my two siblings which happened a day apart only. I am so torn. Enough of rain ,please. I need a bit of sunshine.

The pain is unbearable ,Lord. You have taken two siblings of mine. Please I beg of YOU to spare me from pain. I have been through a lot lately. Have mercy,Lord and shield me. I cannot bear more pain.

I would request prayer warriors in this platform to help me beg our Father in heaven to help my brother get through this medical condition of his. Surgery is no longer possible because the tumor has spread and even reaches his bones. His lower part of the body in in the vegetable state already. Chemotherapy was not advised either-an expensive treatment which we cannot afford. So, here we are waiting for miracles to happen as we try to resort to alternative meds. He does not have any nutrients since he lost his appetite but milk and water are the only ones he is taking. I surrender everything to the SOURCE of life.

Praise and thanksgiving to THEE, God! Your supreme power defies Science and I am grateful for removing the chronic pain that my brother feels. I thank THEE for removing the swelling as well on his legs. We are moving to the next step-thoracic surgery. I am afraid , Father, but being a miniscule being in the universe, I cannot understand all things and cannot fathom why this kind of medical issue has to be suffered by my brother considering his being a good husband and a father. He has no vices at all that are likely the root cause of this problem. I surrender everything to YOU, Father! I feel so burdened ,Father with making decisions, talking with the physicians and explaining medical terms to my brother's wife and my siblings as they are uneducated. I am so tired of even buying what they need in the hospital. Physically, I am drained ,Father. Rescue me, please- if this takes long, at least help me get through these. Give me enough strength, Father! Please include me in your prayers.