I was caught up in the grips of addiction, low self esteem, and undiagnosed depression!!!! One morning I was awakened by some children in the park (3) to be exact, the same amount of children I had bore some years ago. After discovering not only did I not know who I was but how I got there. I knew something needed to change. After hours of wondering around hearing the sounds of my childrens voice calling me I was able to find a familiar place. Another park where I had done many things none of them were a resting place. As I sat down to take a breather relieved that I could recognize. I found a bible laying there. Something happened when I touched it, a feeling come over me that to this day I can't explain. I did not know then but I know now that this was a life changing experience for me that would alter the very being of my life. The Lord saw fit to touch me in that moment when I was alone, beaten down, broken hearted, in the grips of active addiction and serious depression. I did not know how I had come to this place a women of such promise, but God. He saw past all that others couldn't or wouldn't see. He did not give up on me when others had turned their backs and were done with me, maybe rightfully so as I had done much to cause the distrust and the discontent. But the Lord who thought I was worth saving. He gave me an opportunity to turn my life around and I am well on my way to becoming all that God would have to be. How can I not speak of Goodness and his mercy which endureth forever!!!!! Thank you God that you thought I was worth saving!!!!!!!