At 53 ive allowed things to happened in my life. Been abused, cheated on, betrayed, struggled raising 4 kids as a single mother. My sons dad was killed i was 3 months pg ( 19 yrs old) he was 21 yrs old. A nightmare i never thought id wake up from, that was 33 yrs ago. Through it all God never left my side. The last man i dated i fell in love with. But i knew he didn't feel the same, eventually broke up w/ me after 2 yrs. I guess he got tired of me catching him in lil white lies. He just married the next girl he met. Just to shove it in my face. Im still single. But i have a powerful God who has empowered me to the woman I am today. God is still merciful. I have days i dont want to get up but by the Grace of God. I do wake up. I live to exist. Not exist to live. I live, love & laugh.NOW.