Last year, not only last year but all those years i feel lonely allthetime. even if i have all i need im still not satisfied, but today its stil the same im still lonely but i can fight these feelings, just by hearing joel osteen preach, He's right im not born to be just an ordinary or lonely, God paid a full price for me. Im Loved by God, im The apple of His eyes, and if i feel insecure, lonely and complaining alot it will be unfair for all the people who dont have what i have. thats why today i feel lonely but i chose not to dwell on that but to be thankful to God! Thank you God you changed me alot! Amen.