no guilt....get rid of guilt. It has no place in you. You give it seems. Giving to yourself could be a bit of your resolve. So try to....fight guilt to a healthy place, and take care of YOU so that YOU can help others that you need to...but know you are loved and take care of yourself first. this includes your heart. <3

This is so beautifully written and the feelings and support behind it are just powerful and lovely. You are a gift to him. Take care of you and he will find his way. Praying.