I lost $50K a year in oil dividends this year I used to buy product for my business for several years. Now I'm selling my small home for money to continue to buy product for the next 2 years. I lost another small home in CA due to Black Mold last yr. & went thru 2 automobile accidents with hardly a scratch. I also lost 3 friends. My 'Journey' hasn't been easy for the last 2 yrs. & there were days all I did was "cry." But this has brought me closer to God & even tho I don't know where I'll be living soon, or even if I can stay in business... I've walked out of the fear & agony of not knowing what's going to happen in the future. I've realized I'm not in control "God is." Merry Christmas to all my sisters & brothers out there. Trust Christ... He will take care of you in WAYS you can't IMAGINE. :)