In 1996 I had a severe case of bacterial spinal meningitis. They did emergency surgery and doctors were amazed I made it through, but on the 2nd night they lost me for 4 minutes. I saw heaven, and didn't want to come back. But, I heard God say, "not yet"! Then 2 years ago I had a freak accident that almost crippled me. My spine shifted, 2 disks ruptured and there was a lot of nerve damage. I couldn't use my right leg and the pain was unbearable. After 2 months I got a relative to take me to church. A stranger stopped me and said God had told him to pray for me. The minute that young man touched my head fire flew through me.....he prayed for a long time, and when he was finished I realized all the pain was gone! Its still gone! I live a completely normal life again. Never give up. Our God is always there - He has a plan for each of our lives. He can heal you too.