Praise God. Healing is real, deliverance is real, it's happening. He took off some of those grave clothes. Hallelujah. What made the difference is surrender and belief. I was being prayed for at the altar and I had doubt, and I said you know what Jesus if this is you I accept it, I'm tired of scoffing, have your way Jesus. And I felt it, it felt strange at first. I felt heavier, my steps were funny, my body was different. I felt something I can't articulate. But my doubt I think was hindering me before and my lack of surrender. I couldn't be healed because I was busy being whole, hiding my insecurities, the wounds in my soul. Scared to show my bleeding soul because I needed to be full of the approval of others. Scoffing at what I didn't understand and couldn't believe and too prideful to admit that my understanding wasn't complete and thought my relationship with God was superior. I am now way more comfortable being me than I ever have been, I know there is more to come. I know it this is just a taste of the freedom. I believe help my unbelief. Hallelujah. Praise God, he is good.