God, today I am asking for your strength as I do my best to put all of my faith in you. I need your help more than ever now. I've have taken a good look at all of my faults and sins. I know that I am worthy of your love and I can be a better person, BUT most importantly, a better Mother. A Mother that my children deserve. I miss them dearly and I cannot move away without them. They should be and ARE my life! Without them I cannot go on! I do need to start over no matter what, but I've got work to do first and cannot run away. Please help their father see that I need them and they need me too. In Jesus name Amen.