please pray for my girls that they will feel the happiness that i never got, the love that i dreamed of for myself but have tried so desperately to provide for them. please pray that i am forgiven for my sins and that god sees fit to send my love back to me that he will one day realize the truth in my words and actions that i did not cheat on him that i have done nothing other than love him and him only for the last 3 years, 2 of which he has been gone.
please god grant me forgiveness and strength to carry on with the path that i have chosen for myself and my girls