please pray for me. this feels very selfish but i need people. i feel very alone because i can't share my emotional pain with anyone without their worry being too much for me. my life has been one disaster after another, financially emotionally, i make mistakes trusting people and am let down over and over. at this point i don't feel i can trust anyone and just don't want to try to live anymore, its tooo hard. i pray everyday for myself and everyone, even those that have been the most horrible to me, that they may someday realize and repent their sins. please help me. i would just love to be able to relax and find some serenity in this life.