Lord God in this time of trouble I ask for your guidance and your loving mercy to heal this trouble feeling and confusion..I know in my heart that I have to be patient but waiting in vain seems the hardest thing to do..I have been in this situation for so long and all I want is a simple life..I have been praying for you to allow the desire of my heart to happen,but seems so long to wait for your perfect time..Lord I know things happen for a reason and I believe in that..maybe i just dont get your message or do understand what You are trying to tell me..Lord please show me a sign before I go far..let me realized the things You want for me before I hurt someone else feeling, I feel so lost..Clean my heart and soul....Forgive me Lord for I have sinned..and If I dont get to see or realized what is the reason behind this test..wrong move.one big mistake...Im goin to regret it for the rest of my life.