i know God has plans for me. But nothing else is working well right now. I have been working hard to keep my family happy. Even I have nothing left for myself, I have given but still there is no improvement. I broke up a relationship to correct whats wrong. Now that I have someone new, someone i can love again but he has little love for me and his intentions are no longer clear as it was before.

I know my problems are not as big as others, but i hope that my life would be better. I pray that all anger in my heart will go away. I pray that one day, I'll have peace of mind. I pray I will learn to forgive myself and others. I pray that I would be able to give more kindness rather than anger. And that I pray that one day I will be able to find a person, who will love me truly... who will respect me. who will not be ashamed to love me... and not take me for granted..