I am in a place i don't wanna be right now, I put my trust in a man that i thought was down 4 me like i was 4 him, but here i am stuck in a place where i need help from others put my pride want let me go there, how 2 survive this i don't know, 4 kids 3 grands I'm only 38, bills bills bills dear God give me strength,knowledge and will, (love God always) oh can u pray that my friend brandon's surgery is a success and 4 his pain 2 go away, bless everyone.