Please pray for me Iam loosing hope. Its been a struggle for the past year, i have been so depressed ever since i caught my husband cheating on me after the death of my brother. He has hurt me over and over physically, emotionally and mentally, and he doesn't believe in God anymore. I cannot find the courage to forgive and forget, every time I remember it always crushes me. He made me feel so ugly and unloved. He has been kind and loving this past few months but i always have doubts if he is really sorry for what he has done. Please pray for my family.