You know I struggle tryin to be GOOD, I am a good person just not a good christian. I dont ever think I have heard god talk to me maybe I have I dont feel like I have but I dunno. I know good things have happened and are happening in my life but I just feel like something is always missing and well its obvious its GOD. I know my sins are not that huge of a deal but at the same time a sin is a sin. I guess I just wanna hear god and not have it be something major to make it happen. It would be nice just to be sitting on my porch and POW maybe he'll talk to me and hear me. Thats pretty much all I want is just to hera god's voice truly speak to me.