Father who aren't in heaven and heavenly father,
I need to ask for an abundance of blessings in every area of my life. I need financial blessings in the areas that would benefit me the most. The relationship with my family and friends, my higher aspirations for my educational goals. I need your direction always and to know that you are real and have a specific plan and purpose for me that far exceeds my past. I desire to get my son back, Billy, at least start getting visits with him and please let him remember me. Also to get my life back on track moving toward my dreams. Would appreciate you helping in finding my soulmate better yet allow him to find me and please put in our hearts the truth and I want to love like no other because I need this. I thank you for listening to me and granting me my prayer even if I can't sense it. I have been through a lifetime of loss and heartache that I wish on no one. For me to come out of this transistion with flying colors would benefit not just me but those around me. Thank you for all that I have and all that you will send me in the near future. I look forward to bringing many lost back to you and becoming a new messenger for you for all of mankind. I pray that you could give me new eyes to see and new ears to hear. If you could allow those blessings to find me also I would appreciate it but if I had the new special blessings from you I would be moving forward not backward and if I knew you truly existed then everything would work out just like it was always meant to and even better because that's the plan you've always set for me. In Jesus Christs Name, Amen.