I have prayed a thousand times from my heart for God to touch Stu's heart and I dont know how things got so messed up but I can only know what I feel. I love stu with all my heart.I never wanted to be with anyone but him and I dont know what hurts worse my broken heart or him not being the man I know he could be.So I simply pray for his happiness.I dont know what else to pray for,it makes me happy to think ,he is happy.The bible says,many waters can not drown love or oceans quench love.And if I can love him so much,just think of the love God feels for us.When there is nothing to be done,I pray.