God, i am in year 8 right now and i am going to pick my subjects for IGCSE later this month. I am chinese, and i am just above average in english, i want to pick english as my first language. But i am scared that my teacher will put me into the second language course. I must get into first language! orelse i am going to be very dissapointed for myself and i know my parents are not going to be happy. Please God, i really really promise that i will work very hard in order to get into first language, so please bless me luck! And please help me with my writing skills and grammer, those are my weak points, i have trtied to improve my writing skills, and my teacher saids i am unstable, i can get an amazing grade, and i can also get a grade that sucks. God please help me. I pray in Jesus name Amen.