Lord for years my heart has consistantly hurting form the church to my family to the men I choose to be with. I am lost lord I need healing. I feel as though I am meant to be alone pysically mentally and emotionally. Lord I'm drained. no matter what I do I always end up alone. I don't feel or see myself as a bad person. Lord you see what's in my heart and the work that I do for others. Lord you say cast ye not your pearls amongst swine but how do you determine who is swine when all you wanna do is help. Lord I'm hurting and hurting deeply. I need you Lord come into my life and fix this. I don't know how much more I can take it!