I just don't know where 2 begin. That happens a lot, I get stuck, and I mean physically, stuck. So Mentally, all I can do is, stay in 1 place, & let my mind sabotage whats left of this existence. I suffer from Mental Disease & Default, with Episodes, on the side. But this Emptiness is Devouring Me. Thank U ALL, 4 reading these prayer requests & Praying 4 others. God Bless & Thanks again.