Lord, i still wake up everyday feeling pretty lost and in tears. I am still trying to get over what has happened to me. Lord please continue to guide me what i should do next in my life at this moment, it seems like everything is pretty meaningless. I ask for faith and strength lord, help me find meaning in my life once again.

Please forgive all my sins lord, i know i have hurt some people may it be intentionally or unintentionally. Please let her know lord i still love her very much depsite what she has done to me, Please continue to watch over her and protect her lord. In jesus name amen