I am struggling with life in general. I had a roommate walk out on me. I been stressed out with finances. I have no social life and I have been very withdrawn from people. I don't read my bible anymore hardly. When it comes to spirituality I hardly pray. All I want to do is listen to messages and music. Not very much communication on my part when it comes to reaching for God the Father. I do sound at the church I go to but I don't have an interest in it anymore. I was asked to do it years ago and I came forward and tried to learn it. Some things I can do. Troubleshooting and fixing is a struggle. I use to love to sing praise and worship but I hardly do anymore. Next week I am going to a Joyce Meyers conference and I hope things can change from there. I have also have had struggles with sin lately and I don't see myself as God sees me. My prayer is that things would change for the better.