Heavenly father, blessed be your name and in all good things let me be with you. Father, I struggle, my heart hurts, i don't sleep, I worry about not having food, I worry about not making ends meet. I sleep in fear, yet cry in the night for the evil to leave my head, leave my house. I will not succumb, I will fight the good fight. God, I didn't go to school last night so I could go to church and be with advisors and listen and learn more. I pray GOD, bring me a job.. Lord what you want me to do and where you want me to be. I want the job in Reading, PA. - is that what you want? Before things get ugly, I need someone, somebody to help!