I have not been in touch with god for a long time..not that I forgot him..but I was too busy with something or the other..nd now when I pray to god,i feel like I havent heard him trying to be close to me,then will he hear me?Will he answer me,whn all these time i havent listened to him....???Whenever I think about god,I always think in humanly ways,i think whether god exists and all..Shud I pray to god only when I need somethng??I have sinned a lot...I let myself to temptations..Nd I am ashamed to even ask forgiveness lord..I cannot control my feelings,dear lord..I do not want to play with love..for now i fear I might lose the capacity to open in love..I do not know what i intend to do with my life..I do not have an aim in my life..I always get away from my responsibilities,dear lord..I pray to u lord,to make me closer to u...to make me ur child..to make me able to control my feelings nd get away from temptations and perversions..Lord,I do not know ur plans about me..but i do ask you one more chance to be with u..just gimme a sign tht u have forgiven me and let me live with happiness.