Lord, please show mercy on me as I beg for forgivness for my mistakes. Help me to walk and act in your name and to accept what you have planned for my future. Please help me find the stillness to hear your words and act on your commands. Let my son find peace and happiness and a way to be self sufficient and find joy in the small accomplishments that are his own. Please give me strengh to walk with courage as I make my way to the window God has opened for me as I closed a door. In Jesus name I pray. Amen