Prayers please- I have health problems that i still haven't come to deal with or totally faced. I also am struggling with my place here on earth, my whole life i have made sure that everyone else around me is always happy and now i have found myself not happy and alone. My in laws have been giving me a lot of hard times lately and i live 5 hours from mine, who are filled with drama and only call me to tell me when they have bad news. I don't think i am asking too much out of both sides of family to really understand what family means and why my heart is broken. I also have been praying to forgive my mother for a lot of things she did to us through out the years and still can't does that make me a bad person? I need lots and lots of prayers please i am lost,confused, and feel alone. I pray for everyone and myself but really could use more prayers please.