Dear God..... I really don't know what to say or what to do anymore...
O God... I surrender everything to you although it hurts me a lot, i'll accept it... I will not complaint, I will not ask for anything else more....Lord...There is so many friends here who is crying for you... Pls do help them, pls provide them, pls heal them asap.... for they need you a lot.. its ok Lord eventhough i'm not on your list yet.... i'll accept it with all my heart.