First Off I Wanna Start Off By Saying thank You Lord For Waking Me UP This Morning...Uhm I Feel Like Im At The End Im 18 And I dont Wanna Die No Time Soon There's Aot I Wanna Lord I Knw I Jst Need Patience To Be Patient For My Blessings I Need To Really Slow down Lord I Made Promises To You nd Im Trying To Keep Them Lord I Jst Need You To help me and stay by my side please lord allow me to finish school and graduate and keep my job but also find another better one allow me to stop running after lust seeking boys and just allow the right man to come to me also allow me to find better christian friends and help my family to stp struggling lord i need u in so many ways and i love u i thank for all that u have done already in jesus name amen