Dear Jesus Christ,

After many years, I suddenly have a struggle with accepting the gospel because I have doubt in your divinity. Lord, forgive me for I am weak, I pray that you will help me to strengthen my faith. I want to belive in you again, however, I have doubt about the people who present you to me. I have doubt about the council of the church. I lost trust in people and humanity.

Lord, I want to believe, I want to believe. Bring me back to you, I am suffering without you and struggle a lot. Lord, I pray that you will show me a sign or a small miracles to strengten me. I don't want to leave you.

In the name of Jesus I pray. Amen