I know I need god in my life so much sometimes I just feel like giving up on life Ive lost my mom recently and iy has been so hard everyday I just don't know if Ill ever get over this pain and just the aggrevation of life sometimes Ive been through so much to be 33yrs old I dont know how much more I can take sometimes Ive been through drug addiction and overdoses and I know god has watched over me each and everytime but I just dont know how much more heartbreak my heart can take lord take me pls help me I pray to see clearly my life to raise my son and be happy oh gods holy name I pray Amen