Many people think that I am lying when I say I go to church and I pray because at the moment I have been drinking a lot. I have just lost my father, my best friend, nearly a year ago. It was the first experience with death that actually meant something to me. I do believe that I will see him again and I know that he is with me because he comes in dreams. I just pray that I can let go of the depression and excessive drinking that helps me to deal with the pain of this loss. For those who doubt, God is REAL & PRESENT. I know this because I can still see my dad even though he is not physically present.