I just lost my husband on 12-12-2011 very quickly , we knew he was sick but going from walking and talking and playing with the true love of his life our Granddaughter ,and in 10 days later passing , things went so fast ,feels like I was in a Tornado ..I love him and miss him terribly and now reality is setting in and my days are dark and nights are darker ..I pray for some relief of all my worries and Heart ache,for my bills and stress to turnover to God and I will follow his lead . I feel anger at my husband for we had just relocated and feel like he dumped me ..Ed you are the love of my life , my soul mate, and best friend ..miss you dearly and Pray for serenity in my life and the courage to meet my feelings head on and to be able to remain sane ...In Jesus name I pray