Please Pray for me.. Finacially and emotionally exhausted.
Its so hard to deal with all the emotion I feel right now. I made a huge mistake years ago, when I was feeling lonely and unapprecaited by my husband. I cheated, I regret it and kept it a secret for years; a yr and half ago I told my husband.
Nov 2009, I was diagnosed with MS..
Aug 2011 he left, my two little girls are so sad there dad isnt home.They see him every day almost.
It hurts to see him daily and wish and want to be with him , but he says it isnt because of my cheating. He just doesnt love me anymore.
I think he will never trust me again. I love him, always have just was so lonely and insecure.
I deserve it all, but I want to be forgiven and be able to move on
For my girls sake.
I just want to feel hope again... that I will get thru this and feel loveable again.