Dear Lord, I have many needs right now, you know each and every one of them. Thank you for your many, many blessings and please dear Lord, open my heart back to learn to love myself as a child of yours, let me forgive myself for the things I have done, things I have said to others that hurt them. I want to be an awesome Mom, daughter, sister and friend. Please keep the devil and his stupid temptations away. Feel the void with love and grace. Please, in Jesus name I pray....Amen Father.