I need some serious prayers right now. It seems that no matter how hard I try, nothing ever falls into place. Instead I end up taking steps back. In the last few months, I've had to move back into my parents place, accept a job paying minimum wage for only 15 hours a week, and loose everything I had ever held dear to me. And while I should be happy that I now have a job and a place to live, it looks like things are going to get worse. My parents just lost their main source of income and my job doesn't even begin to cover my private student loans, much less pay for gas. I'm ready to throw in the towel. I really need God to bless me right now.