Father, please forgive me for my sins, and please help me to recognize my sins so that I might repent and change. Please give me the wisdom to carry out your will as it pertains to my marriage relationship. Please ease my suffering and anger over the affair, and help me to find compassion so that I might forgive. It is so difficult to trust or not resent him when he seems to have no remorse and continues to lie to me.

Please help me to put this whole thing out of my mind so that I can move on with my life, become closer to you, and take care of my home and children. I don't want to spend all day crying and hurting anymore with thoughts and fears of the cruelness of what they did to me and the possibility of more cruelty to come.

Father I feel so alone now. This man who hurt me so badly is all I have in this world. The only human I can turn to. Because of my medical problems and not being able to drive, I see little chance of ever meeting anyone I can become friends with. I feel so utterly alone. Please help me to find comfort, if not with another human, than with you.

Last but not least, please be with my children and ease their hearts and mind's sufferings. I know this last year has been very difficult on them, and they can barely say two words without running off crying these days. Please guide me in comforting them and being strong for them. Please help us all to find much needed friendship and comfort in our new church. Please guide the service and show our congregation your will as to whether or not we should all become members of the new church when offered the chance. I feel that you are leading myself and my children to join up with them, and as I intend to do your will, please guide me and let me know if I'm mistaken.

Father please also help me to continue to provide for my family, and thank you for your blessings, particularly with my recent surgery and healing, and the chance to buy long awaited items with my income tax. I praise you for providing me with a way to pay off more bills.

Guide me to sleep as I've been sleepless for quite a while now, and guide me to fulfill my duties and your will tomorrow. Amen.