Lord you've put a test before me and I pray that I have the faith required to pass this test of faith.....I do know that there is a reason for everything and that it is your will not mine but this time I am so afraid,please give me the faith and strength to make it thru these Doctors appointments,the tests ,the biopsy and the possible results...I've been talking real brave but inside I am a mess......I do accept that whatever happens is the way you intend it but I am still so weak that I find myself trying to make bargains and I am asking you to fill me with your strength and give me peace and guide me thru........ AMEN