Dearest Lord I know that sometimes i didn't visit you or i even ignore you . i don't even understand my self. Y? i do that but its bcoz i was so feeling mad again and frustrated that my wish didn't come true and im in a battle again . Please... please Jesus Help me .. make me strong in these battlefield of my life. You said this is just a test and you have plan for.but how ? when? wil this test of yours will be solve? when will i be my self again! and my dreams / prayers com true. oh! pls... help me i know, im really sorry for the things ive said and done. I know I love you and i know your my savior! thank you for the blessings youve given to us!