please pray that i do not hold grudge in my heart, though someone is really making me feel bad at work now................i am in a turning point of my life. I am in a foreign land with just only friends. i quit my job believing that somehow there is something better, but in reality i do not know where the road will take me....please pray for me that the lord and your prayers guide me to what he wants for me............right now i feel so alone that even my partner is not by my side..........we are just workers abroad and we do not dictate our future...............as i struggle to stay to have the chance to be with him and limit my opportunities for work i hope we can be together again soon..........i hope the lord will grant me having not to choose only one............