Lord God i don't know what to feel..I have been waiting for this for along time, then received negative outcome..I believe you have your plans for me and my famliy. I trust in you..But sometimes I'm confused.Lord God please widen my understanding,give me wisdom and knowledge for me to understand more..Help me, direct me in all my ways and decision,because I know you will never leave me as you promised... God ,I hand it overall my worries to you..help me.