I have been wrestling with spirit of obedience - trying to be sensitive to Spirit and let it lead/guide me. On watch night, Spirit asked me to do some things to show praise - to be free. Then It asked me something out of my comfort zone. And instead of being obedient, I did what I considered a compromise but what in truth was disobedience. I feel that very important breakthrough would have resulted in that breakthrough. Since then, I have been seeking God more. And seeing visions of His promises for me - husband, children, ministry. Sadly, the enemy now knowing I'm taking back what was stolen from me - is not happy at all. And is attacking. Trying to take it back. Yesterday I had SO MUCH JOY in God. I even got in accident from initially being disobedient, but I was able to SMILE the whole day and laugh. Granted peace because it happened as result of me TURNING AROUND to do what Spirit said 1st time. But today, though I woke up with WORD needed from God, some time this morning. It's like it was snatched away w/o me noticing. Please pray that I not be bound by feelings/what I see in natural but in EVERYTHING have CONFIDENCE/FAITH in GOD and HE will provide. Thanks.