I have six months clean and am struggling with the guilt and shame everyday. I need all the prayers I can get I do not want to let down my family or my daughter. I have done so much harm to everyone around me yet god forgive me and so did they. I ask for prayer and direction and serentity. I have fully turned my life over to my higher power and his name and faith I truly believe he is blessing me everyday. Also, my mother is very sick with 3 different diseases any of them could kill her at anytime so please pray for her as well and all those suffering from the same disease as I. God thank you for another day.