i had mistakes in life that caused me to be hateful and just almost ruined my life and some people dear to me...but the lord never left me...now am in the state of forgetting and forgiving people who hurt me deeply...but sometimes when i see that person's attitude still the same all the things she did just flows back and i start hating again...please pray that i may totally forgive her...and just surrender all the hurt to god...please also pray for a decision i am going to make this xmas...this is my third major love relationship and i am asking for you to pray for me and my fiance...cuz my past still holds me to continue moving on to have a happy life with my fiance....please pray as well for patience for my fiance to continue to stand by me and understand me....thanks